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boy.

he breathes me in like the last drag on a cigarrette
he bites me like the last meal he'll ever have
he kisses me like our lips haven't met in ages
he touches me as if my skin were silk
he holds me like a newborn in his arms
he talks to me like we were best friends
and he loves me like the last woman he ever will

terrible.

so i haven't been doing so well lately.
i've been eating low amounts and exercising like crazy.
but i look fatfatfat.
so this morning i started new.
i had a waterbottle full of lemonade this morning.
now i'm drinking some coffee with half and half.
i made a lot of coffee.
i am determined to drink it all.
and then i'm going to drink a shit load of water.
i'm currently talking with my boyfriend on the phone, and washing dishes.
i always clean the kitchen when i start a fast.
i'm weird and compulsive like that.
tonight i am supposed to make cookies and muffins for my friends.
a serious test of willpower.

fix.

i need someone to fix it.
it's shattered to a million tiny shards.
i need someone that if i handed the pieces to them, without saying a word they would know.
they would run off with it, and within moments it would be like new.
like when it was first given to me, and the innocence and fragility still remained.
it would beat like it used to, like a heart should.

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